Real talk, your insecurities will eat you from the inside out IF YOU LET IT. Suppose we carry gullible traits to believe the voices in our head. But this is where you have to be stronger then your own mind because that’s all it is, our mind playing tricks. I’m constantly thinking of what someone might be thinking of me, how I might be judged for what I say and not expressing myself for fear of what? Nothing! These things do not effect anyone else and guess what they won’t effect you either, these things make us ourselves. Wear that fugly top you love, sing when you feel it and don’t be afraid to laugh at yourself!
Don’t get me wrong I’m no guru in the subject but I’m an even better preacher and am slowly getting there myself. For example this blog.. I have always wanted to create one but have always held myself back in fears of bad judgments but here we are, I’m doing it because I want too! And guess what? It feels fucking good! Even if no one is interested in my life tales. Another big one for me would be my singing. I’ve really got out of touch and stopped singing altogether. No other reason then a queer brain thought of “there’s so many singers in the world you need to step back.” Why would I keep myself from something I love, that makes me happy just because others do it better? Idiotic really and just pure self hate. I have sung since I could talk but by Year 7 I was only singing in my room when no one else was home. Fast forward to Year 10 and I was not to be heard. There was a stage in between this I even made a YouTube and popped some singing videos on there but I deleted it. Honestly it’s only recently I have started singing again and even forcing myself to learn an instrument. Or Try, Try and Try Again!
I’m also not saying that you may ever fully rid those insecurity suckers but its about not letting these stupid thoughts control us and our lives. Not letting it stop us from making decisions for us and just going for what you actually feel.
Fears of people seeing you eat too much at the buffet, wearing those Fluro patterned tights you like but don’t seem to fit the norm, getting on stage and blaring those vocals or wearing makeup to the gym and beach. YOU DO THAT SHIT! Because at the end of the day the only person you are affecting is yourself! With over 7 billion people in the world it’s your job to be you and do that with no apologies. Why choose any choice other than you being happy 😃
Your life isn’t yours if you constantly care what others think.
Not everybody is gonna like you and that’s ok, those just aren’t your people.
You just do you boos and do it whole heartedly!
Bree xx
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